Update 5: Let go and let God work
As of July 31st, I am still in need of $1513 for NET. Overwhelming? Maybe a little. However, my dad pointed out (go figure) that if this is God then it should all work out. Yep, go dad. So, since then I’ve sent out a few more letters, been in the Woodstock Independent, and had a going away party at which I was given donations. That I know of, I’ve at least raised another $330 which brings me to $1183. Fr. Sherry said the church would cover the remaining amount, but I’m going to keep stabbing away at that number first.
Aside from money, I’m preparing other things. My “things I need” list always seems to grow an item a day. I’ve started packing up my room since we’ll be moving while I’m away. I’ve been returning items to their respective owners finally. Everything is starting to wrap up.
The mission trip really undid some of that neat “wrapping up”. I strengthened old friendships and created new ones. Bonds were formed that won’t be broken. It’s going to be really hard for me to leave these people behind. All of them. They’re my best friends, adopted siblings, real family. We’ve shared many laughs, cries, and everything in between. They mean the world to me. That fact helps me to let them go because if I do, they get to shine in my place. I’m so proud of all of them.
Everyday draws me nearer to leaving and it’s funny how I can be so excited and still feel that tugging at my heart by all the things that I’ll leave behind. God’s will be done. The sacrifice of such beautiful people just makes NET so much more amazing.
Peace in Christ,
Caitlyn
