Update 6: My days are numbered
I leave in four days. Actually, according to the countdown it’s 3 days, 21 hours, and some odd minutes until my plane departs. I’m starting to experience a bunch of my “lasts”. Goodbyes and see ya laters. Tonight is my last youth group at Holy Apostles until Christmas. Considering that church is my second home, it’s pretty weird to think about. I’m giving a talk about trusting God’s will and stepping out of your comfort zone. Ironic.
The good news is that my tears have dried, I’ve grown stronger. God keeps nudging me toward the bright side and I see it all so clearly now. There is so much in store for the future. I’m pretty much psyched to head out on Thursday, despite the troubles I’ll have letting everyone go. It reminds me of when Jesus tells Mary “Stop holding onto me” because he’s got stuff he knows he has to do. So, let me tell you all…let go of me. It will bring you and I much more peace. And don’t worry, I’ll come back for you. 
I have even more good news. That I’m aware of, my money count is below the $1000 mark! I sent out a few more letters to some family. Aunt Judy and Uncle Jack donated $200 and then spread word of my plans to Judy’s sister who also donated $200. My total still needed is, at most, $783. Woot! God is good and people are so generous!
Well, I’ve got to get back to writing my talk and packing my suitcase. Keep all of the NETters and future retreatants in your prayers!
God bless,
Caitlyn
nana said,
August 18, 2009 at 2:35 am
Hi Honey,
I can’t believe that you will soon be leaving for your wonderful adventure and I won’t see you until, who knows when. If I don’t get home for Christmas, it won’t be until next summer. That makes me so sad, but I’m also so happy that you are doing what you have been called to do. I’m a pro at letting you go, since I’ve been doing that several times a year for the last 10 years. At least this way, you don’t have to see me cry AGAIN! I just want you to know how proud I am of you. You have grown into an amazing young woman who has so much to give and I know that no matter where life takes you, you will always be that faithful, loving little red-haired girl that stole my heart the day she was born. Please take care and be safe. I love you very much.